The songs we sing

There isn't anything i love most in my life than my records. Music floats. I listen to the same songs over and over again. I don't think of genres, i don't even know what "sort of music" i like, i just like music.

My biggest frustration is not knowing if i carry any music within me to be able to make any. Sure by listening to it so much i must have something in me...

Dancing to the music is also so instant that it's almost uncontrollable.

Is this a disease? i know if i work hard i can do it but i see so many people, younger than me with so much talent... i keep forgetting i have ever had any talent in me.

I need to get it somewhere. from someone...probably me...

I love this song from charlotte gainsboug. i can listen to it over and over again. the lyrics are so powerful to me it makes me cry.

"And the song that we sing, do they mean anything to the people we're singing them to, people like you"